Charise's Blog

Bottled up inside

Are the words i never said

The felings that i had

The lines you never read

 

You can see it in my eyes

Read it on my face

Trapped inside are lies

Of the past i can’t repalce

 

With the memories that linger

Wasn’t seem to go away

Why can’t i be happier?

today’s a brand new day

 

Yesterday are over

Though the hurting’s not

Nopthing last forever

So i must cherish what i’ve got

 

The hurt i’m feling now

Won’t disappear overnight

But someway,somehow

Everything will turn out all right

 

No more wishing for the past

It wasn’t meant to be

It didn’t seem to last

So i have to set you free………………..

 

What to say…what to say…

I don’t know if I made the right descision about working here in APAC. I feel guilty everytime I leave my kids behind. Soon I will be working at night and I’ll be sleeping all day. I’m afraid I’ll never have enough time for them. I’ll miss so much of them and I could no longer read them thier favorite bedtime story.

But I’m happy right now. Somehow having this training,working in APAC give me the sense of having self-improvement. I gained friends. And one thing I’m glad about myself is that I’m becoming talkative. I’ve changed!!!!!! And my life has changed.

looking at the bright side, I guess I’m doing the right thing. Besides I’m doing this for my kids. The only consequence I have to take is that i could no longer be with my kids all the time…

I like it here!!!!!!!!! my co-trainees are all okay. Sir Jonas isn’t perfectionist but he’s cool.

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